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Thursday, May 31, 2007

Crazyness

So most people know that Switchfoot is my favorite band, I've been listening to them for ....a while...since like 8th grade. Their second album "New way to be Human" has a song on it call "Let that be Enough". Its a slower song and an all time favorite. I actually sang this song in front of my high school my junior year.

So by chance i end up listening to it last night at 11:39 pm...i don't listen to it very often keep in mind.

And the second part of the song goes

"It's my birthday tomorrow
No one here could know
I was born this thursday
22 years ago..."

So I started to freak out right before this part came up, becuase i realized what the lyrics said and how amazingly cooralated they were with ME...

So to recap...i was listening to it on Wednesday night....My birthday was "tomorrow" on a Thursday AND...I'm turning 22

What are the odds...my favorite band, one of my favorite songs, on the day before my birthday, where the lyrics PERFECTLY match up....

As Nicole's mom says, that my friend, is "a tickle from God"




Friday, May 25, 2007

I'm original i promise

I had this wordpress blog way before all of you did.....actually that probably isn't the case....yay for bandwagons...
For future news and blogs from me...look to:

shadycasino.wordpress.com/

later xanga,


Monday, May 07, 2007

Currently Listening
When All That's Left Is You
By Quietdrive
Rise from the Ashes
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wanting to pour my heart out

Every now and then I get reflective, and really have the desire to pour my heart out and be understood because I'm pretty sure not many have any idea who I am, but often have no one to do that with/ know that it would require a ton of expaining or attempting to be politically correct, or hide something because the idea of being judged is so haunting that its not worth even thinking about taking that step.

And then it kinda goes away, and I go on with life as it was the couple hours before I had thought through all the things I wanted to share...

But the real problem lies in the fact I feel the need to share it with people versus God, or that somehow Pouring my heart out to him isn't good enough. Its most likely linked to the desire for love, attention,and something i can't explain that doesn't seem quite as tangilble from what feels like an Invisible God. Thats no excuse, just honesty.

4 weeks....oh crap!


Wednesday, April 04, 2007

Currently Listening
The Beautiful Letdown
By Switchfoot
This is your life
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Walking out my thoughts of the Night

I've been thinking a lot about my future as apply for jobs and think about what I want to do, but as I do that, I can't help but think back on my past.  I'm finding that I ponder a lot about "what if."  I've made a lot of mistakes in my life and some decisions that I'm not real sure about and how they have affected me currently.  I know that for the sin I've committed that God's grace has covered me, but the affects of the decisions I've made still affect me now.  Sin or not, I still find myself pondering the "what if I had more patients with that relationship" or the "if i would of stayed in ROTC..." or "if i would of been better at this, or spent more time with this or with them...etc etc."  These specific  things I often think back on that, if changed, would of had a profound effect on my life.   Much like the curiosity of a "pick your own story" book where you choose which way to go (go to page #45 if you want...or page #72 if...)and that determines how the book goes.  I always went back and read through all the options, just to see what was available and to see if there was something better. 
.....too bad I have no book, just the decisions I made and nothing more.  As I think about my future...I hope can learn from my past mistakes, and thats about all I can do, and add the cliche..."God has a plan"  which I'm sure he does of some sort.  Its just easy to play the "what if" game i guess.  But as I listen to lyrics from Switchfoot "this is your life, are you who you want to be"  I can honestly say no right now, but is that ok?  ok....anyway .....back to my work applications



Tuesday, April 03, 2007

How far is too far?

 After reading this article, I have conflicted views about faith versus rationality.  I believe in prayer for healing, but does stopping all other medical treatment show you are putting all your faith in God, or can faith corelate with other forms of treatment.  I just don't know...  Do you agree with this or not? 

Thousands 'baptised' each day
Thousands 'baptised' each day

Aids Victims Risk Lives

Updated: 11:17, Tuesday April 03, 2007

Thousands of Aids and HIV patients are risking their lives by refusing medication in favour of holy water, Sky News can reveal.

The controversial treatment is offered by a church in Ethiopia which claims to have cured hundreds of believers.

Sky News correspondent Ian Woods reports on the practice doctors in the country say is extremely dangerous:

"It was a scene which reminded me of the holocaust.

Naked men, women and children, some of them in chains to prevent them escaping, cower in front of the men in charge in a dimly-lit room in the church of St Mary on Mount Entoto.

These people fear death, but they believe that coming here will prolong their lives. It is more likely to have the opposite effect.

The church is 10,000ft above sea level, where the air is thin. Climbing this peak takes your breath away, and so does the view over the sprawling city of Addis Adaba below.

As we approached the church, we were told both boots and socks had to be removed. This is regarded as sacred ground, and everyone must go barefoot.

Some are held in chains
Some are held in chains

The church itself is more than 100 years old, a simple building painted in bright colours. It sits above a mountain stream, and the Ethiopian Orthodox Church believes the stream is holy water with the power to cure HIV/Aids.

Every day, thousands of people with the virus come here to be "baptised", though the act is performed without ceremony and in a way which seems brutal to outsiders.

Plastic jerry cans are filled with water from a pool, and passed along a human chain to priests dressed like deep sea fishermen. The bright yellow waterproofs protect them from the drenching they administer to their congregation.

They hurl the water over the mass of people kneeling in front of them who shriek and scream, either through devotion or the simple shock of the cold water hitting their naked flesh.

Some cried out for the demons to leave their body, while priests hit them with wooden crosses. Many of them clutched their babies while the water was is shaken from the plastic containers. It is an extraordinary sight.

Men and women are separated by a flimsy barrier. The men must be completely naked while the women are allowed to wear panties. They run from the room with their arms across their breasts trying to maintain their modesty.

Afterwards they get dressed and move into another room for two hours of prayers, sermons, ritual and testimonies from those who claim that the holy water has cured them. Some people have been coming here for years in search of a miracle.



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